I AM VERY SAD SATHISH, you should not have done this to us, we cant bear it, i came to India to see you all after 15 years, there is no meaning to it now. I was so excited to see you, you took me upstairs and showed my old room, you wanted all our aunties and me to come and stay in your house and you wanted to see us talking in that little room.You took us to a restaurant and you didnt allow me to pay the bill, you said its your treat because you got a job. I was so happy to see you, I emailed you recently that you have grown up very matured and handsome man, you will always call me every week when I was in Pondicherry and we always have a long chat.
I would have been more happy if God has taken me instead of you. when you are a little boy, I used to keep you in my shoulder and sing oh papa lali- you used to ask me to sing the same song always, every where I take you, people used to ask for you, you were so beautiful. I really cant understand Gods plan, he is totally wrong, I feel very sad, angry that he has taken my little brother away from me- I don't know how we are going to spend our life without you—I dont know what to say to your dad, mom and sister- God be with you Sathish, I am going to miss you a lot -I cant say good bye to you, I am shattered-your loving brother suresh